My journey has in no way been straight nor easy, marred as it has been by #anorexia, #perfectionism, the #rape of a dear friend, #depression, #infertility, and career/home/job insecurities. Still, I press on. I dance with no rhythm. I cry with abandon. I sit in stillness when the tears won’t come. I love wholeheartedly. I search my soul when the love isn’t there. I am becoming whole. I am a woman standing in the fire, becoming the fire, and beholding the fire.
As of August 2013, I finally became pregnant with my now 4-year-old daughter. Several #miscarriages and more heartache than I can imagine will forever be part of my story. Still, my heart opened. Healing in the miracle that is her. Loving. I am a #Mama. Abby was born April 4, 2014.
Micah was born in December of 2016 year after another #IVF journey. He is my #littlelionbaby. My boy with dimples and arms that stretch around my neck. I love being a #boymom.
I am a #smallbusinessowner, a #wellness supporter, a team leader, a coffee drinker, and an #essentialoil educator. I left a corporate management position in women’s health in 2017 to love on my family, myself, and pursue my newfound dream of owning and running my own #smallbiz.
I prefer #ElegantExcellence to the term #Bossbabe.
I hate eggnog and crowds.
I love sitting on my best friends’ couches and finding new local shops to explore.
I am strong.
I am driven.
I am a woman who cheers on other women and their dreams.
I used to have the time to blog daily or nearly daily, but now we are lucky if I brush my teeth daily. Just sayin’. Oh, and I never say no to a cup of coffee.
Contact me by email at firstname.lastname@example.org or find me on Instagram @laurenhasz.
You are beautiful and my eyes tear as I read your transparency. My past is similar and my cry is as yours – a deep calling into the deep. I enjoy reading your thoughts, ideas and dreams. You are a gift and I look forward to how our God lives through you…..through the years. Blessings, d
Thank you so much. I am honored that you would read my meanderings. You have been a calm in many of my storms. Love you!
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Wow! What a beautiful statement about yourself! Makes me want to get to know you : ) I live in CO too by the way…
Thank you so much. It is amazing what journeys like ours will do for our testimonies 🙂